It’s time to let everybody know just what’s happening in my writing life! Things are moving along nicely, and in eight weeks my twenty-fifth book will launch, Fatal Lies. This book is the second book in the Sheffield based Forrester Detective Agency series – book three in this series is already running around my head. I’m trying to squash it because I have a psychological thriller to complete before we get back to the delicious Matt Forrester.
Last night I signed my second contract with Boldwood Books, a three book deal which will see my current WIP, a psychological thriller, launch in May 2024, followed by the third in the Forrester series in October 2024, and finally a psychological thriller which will launch in May 2025.
By this time I will have turned seventy-nine, and will be considering what happens next. I may be hanging up my pen, but the drawback to that is that characters and situations live inside my head and their outlet is a new file on my computer.
In signing this new contract I have reduced my workload by dropping from three books per year to two books per year, significantly reducing time spent every day at my computer, and I feel much happier for doing that. I do have other interests, and they always take a back seat. I’m hoping by reducing my written output that I can enjoy more of what I love to do on the crafting side of my life.
Since my last blog post I have acquired two beautiful great-granddaughters, Mia and Amber. Mia is around six weeks older than Amber, and I’m sure they’re going to grow together as they get older.
So, let me tell you about Cain Jacobs. Back in 2016 I released Winterscroft into the world. It is my only supernatural, and despite my publisher’s somewhat gloomy predictions it has always sold well. I have many fans who say this book is their favourite, and it has always been my special favourite, partly because I set it in lovely Castleton in the Peak District, a favourite place of ours. Since then I have ached to write a second supernatural, and so to please me, and only me, I began to write Cain Jacobs. At the end of this blog I’ll add a short section of it for you to read. I don’t expect it to be published by a publisher, but once I hang up my pen Cain Jacobs could be my foray into self-publishing. It doesn’t matter if it never sells a copy, it will have given me immeasurable pleasure to write it!
So, I think that’s caught everybody up on what is happening – massive thanks to my grandson, Dominic, for creating this website for me, and swapping my titles around when they actually launch! I haven’t mastered that bit.
Enjoy this little section of Cain… all thoughts gratefully received.
Anita xxx
Cain Jacobs is an author struggling to find his lost mojo, and has rented a cottage in Cornwall for solitude. This section is the last part I have written to date. Ginny is his researcher.
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‘You can sleep in my bed. Oh shit, I don’t mean that as it sounds. I meant you can sleep in my bed, and I can sleep on this very comfortable sofa. Is that okay?’
‘It is. Send me the address, and I’ll be there tomorrow morning. So, how’s the writing going?’
‘It’s going well, kind of. I was rattling along with it, but I’ve got to a difficult bit, that’s not making a deal of sense. I know it will eventually, but it’s one of those moments when I need to keep walking away from it, then going back to it when the way seems a bit clearer. I’ll get there though, because I know the end!’
‘Well that’s good,’ she said with a degree of sarcasm in her tone. ‘It’s always best when an author knows how his book ends.’
He laughed and they said goodbye. He felt relieved that she had agreed to visit, and already was looking forward to taking her to the pub for a Cornish Pasty, maybe introducing her to Jack Pengelley. And maybe to Tamsin Harpur…
And suddenly he knew the next phase of his book. He opened up his laptop, wiped out the words he had spent most of the afternoon producing, and started afresh. It began to make sense. He led his lead character down a different avenue, an avenue that as yet Cain didn’t know where it would go to, but he did know it was a better place than his insipid words of earlier in the day.
He wrote for an hour, then made himself a huge sandwich and returned to write for a further hour. And he felt good. The story was good. The writing was good. Suddenly life was good.
He closed the laptop down, and sat back with a sigh of contentment. He needed a little bit of research doing about one of the less salubrious areas of Sheffield, as a way of explaining why his character was behaving as he was, and he knew it would be a quick job for Ginny to do, leaving him free to continue the storyline without him being distracted by the Internet. But he wouldn’t mention it until she was back in work mode, and could take the job back with her.
He made himself a hot chocolate, tidied the cottage in case Ginny arrived early, and headed upstairs. He left his laptop downstairs so that he wouldn’t be tempted to write a few more words, and settled down to read.
He struggled to concentrate on the book, and placed it on his bedside table, finished the dregs of his hot chocolate, and closed his eyes.
And opened his eyes.
He knew she was near. His brain seemed to be echoing help me over and over again. He pushed back the covers, walked over to the window and pulled on of the curtains to one side.
She was standing at the small gate in the front garden. He sensed it was a waste of time rushing out to her.
He saw her mouth move, and heard a very clear, ‘Help me.’
The shiver began somewhere deep in his toes and rode up his body. He didn’t feel scared, it wasn’t that sort of fear, but it was a fear nevertheless. It was fear that he didn’t know what was happening to him. He couldn’t blame alcohol for this, this was something way beyond normality.
‘How?’ Cain knew he hadn’t verbalised the word, and yet it was out there.
‘Find me.’ She held up her arms almost in supplication. ‘Find me,’ she repeated.
He blinked, wondering what the hell was going on, but she had disappeared. Find me? What was that about? She didn’t need finding, she seemed to have taken up permanent residence near his cottage. Near her cottage. The place she had lived if she was indeed the twin of Tamsin. But the twin of Tamsin was supposedly dead, and the dead can’t return. He hoped.
‘Ginny, for fuck’s sake, I need you here,’ he said quietly, knowing he was so far out of his depth it was becoming scary. He didn’t believe in a supernatural world. He’d never even read a supernatural novel – although he guessed that was maybe a classification of many of the Stephen King novels he devoured. But he didn’t believe in ghosts, therefore the child in the floaty dress in the coldest of weathers was real. But who was she? And why did she know about Evelyn Harpur? Was Evelyn Harpur still a subject for discussion amongst the Cornish people in this locality? It had been mooted she had been washed out to sea, but did locals believe something else?
He had to go and see if she was still hanging around the front garden, had to speak to her properly instead of this help me rubbish all the time. It was becoming stressful not being able to help her, and he needed to tell her that, find out what she wanted. And did she need a jumper or a coat, for fuck’s sake!
He slipped on his dressing gown, clattered down the stairs and unlocked the front door. The moon was glorious in its luminescence, lighting up the beach, the cliffs in the distance, and his white painted fence around the small shingle patch of garden. It reached into the tips of the waves, making them shimmer and sparkle as they forced their way onto the beach; but there was no girl.
‘Evelyn Harpur,’ he whispered, but the silence was the only thing he heard. Total silence. The air was still, almost as if it was in suspense. No sound came from the crashing waves, no noise of any sort from the shingle as his feet took him towards the gate; and almost deathly quiet surrounded his body. He stood, his skin absorbing the strange effect it was feeling.
He tightened the belt of his dressing gown, reached out a hand to touch the gate in the place that the child had touched it, and felt himself being thrown backwards. He staggered, trying to remain upright, and grasped onto the bench to save himself.
And then he heard her without having any sight of her.
‘Find me. Find me. Find me.’